UNCERTAINITY

I want what I don’t have,
and don’t want, what I might get.
I am happy for what I got,
and scared, that I might not get it again.

I am blessed,
to have had people who loved me.
But uncertain about,
who I might have to love.

These uncertainties confuse me,
make me want to run away.
People who I thought were mine,
made me rethink about my thoughts.

Rules that I followed,
appeared to question me.
They were meant to guide me,
but I think I got lost in them.

What to do and what not to do,
has become a puzzle.
Just when I am about to figure it out,
it changes its course.

Take a step,
and finish it off.
Its that step ,
I think; that I might have lost.